....sometimes I'm not sure if that's better, or worse. I...honestly can't decide, if I regret ever getting close to them...or letting them close to me--because they'll suffer, or if I'd give up what good memories I've had with them, and spare them that.

[Yeah, not a happy thing choice there...either way.]

My overall point though, aside from that you're not alone in having a non-normal ability, was that a lot of times it also depends on one's perspective. See the world from someone else's eyes and view.