[Video] VI [Failed!Lock to Cross & Lavi]

[1mistress_nomaster]

[She's in the Church, only familiar thing really to her, and it's so very accidental, but she's just... staring listlessly at the alter, fingers fiddling with her device. Looking but not really seeing. It's meant to be private, but she's just not concentrating at all. Usually, she'd rather die then let people see weakness like this, but it's such an old fear and frustration that she hardly even stops to wipe away tears, let alone think. Not that she cried for much more then frustration most times, and certainly not since she lost the war with Mary of Guise.

This was frustration, and a great deal of fear too.

At the very least she's manages enough to make sure Lin can't see this, she refuses to give the woman that satisfaction most of all, and she wished she could slap her again. Nor does she even know how to ask this question, so she's just blunt about it.]

Tell me, when I return, if I ever leave this cursed, wretched place, am I to be executed? Is that why everyone remembers me so much? 

[it clicks off]

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[outsidehistory]

I will talk to her for you, if not myself then Cross.

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[1mistress_nomaster]

Cross will rip her to pieces again, perhaps that is not the best idea.

[She sighs, tilting her head back, her head was starting to hurt.]

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[outsidehistory]

Then I alone will try. I do not mind. You should most likely be resting.

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[1mistress_nomaster]

Do as you wish Lavi, but pleased don't put yourself to any trouble for me. In terms of facing execution, at least I am not in the tower this time, I just don't particularly feel kind, you cannot begin to know how frustrating this is for me.

[Because all of it is just sitting in a book waiting for her to read. The temptation is horrible.]

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[outsidehistory]

No, I may not know. But I would do what I must to help someone dear to me. [He dare not call her a friend anymore.] I am sorry that I cannot do more to console you.

[Just...going to hang up.]

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[1mistress_nomaster]

I didn't mean tha--

[But he's gone. This was just getting worse, so she's going to cry in frustration for that too as well, since that seems to be all there is to do.]