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niteo_nix2012-06-23 11:15 am
1mistress_nomaster) wrote in niteo_nix2012-06-23 11:15 am
[Video] VI [Failed!Lock to Cross & Lavi]
[She's in the Church, only familiar thing really to her, and it's so very accidental, but she's just... staring listlessly at the alter, fingers fiddling with her device. Looking but not really seeing. It's meant to be private, but she's just not concentrating at all. Usually, she'd rather die then let people see weakness like this, but it's such an old fear and frustration that she hardly even stops to wipe away tears, let alone think. Not that she cried for much more then frustration most times, and certainly not since she lost the war with Mary of Guise.
This was frustration, and a great deal of fear too.
At the very least she's manages enough to make sure Lin can't see this, she refuses to give the woman that satisfaction most of all, and she wished she could slap her again. Nor does she even know how to ask this question, so she's just blunt about it.]
Tell me, when I return, if I ever leave this cursed, wretched place, am I to be executed? Is that why everyone remembers me so much?
[it clicks off]
This was frustration, and a great deal of fear too.
At the very least she's manages enough to make sure Lin can't see this, she refuses to give the woman that satisfaction most of all, and she wished she could slap her again. Nor does she even know how to ask this question, so she's just blunt about it.]
Tell me, when I return, if I ever leave this cursed, wretched place, am I to be executed? Is that why everyone remembers me so much?
[it clicks off]
[offline]
Divinity is the same in most places. Men in my land have fought over it for many many years and they fight still. But I never saw the difference really.
[She looked at the painting of the last supper on the wall, of a man who would soon give up everything, his own body, for what he believed he had to do.] This man is Jesus Christ, the son of God in mortal flesh... [she pointed to him, clearly him for the gold leaf halo about his head, the bread in his hand. Then she pointed to the others around him.] These are the disciples, also called apostles of Christ, who followed him. They later became Saints for their deeds and actions... and that [she pointed at the man with his face turned away] is Judas, who betrayed Christ to his death, though Christ knew of it already.