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Dextera ([personal profile] rightsiderequiem) wrote in [community profile] niteo_nix2012-10-21 07:03 pm

10th Death

[the feed is once again showing a memory...]

[it shows a long hallway with walls and floors made of stone. it's rather dreary looking with a strange green glow lighting up only enough to see a few feet ahead. silence rules over this place but eventually it's broken by the sound of footsteps and Dextera soon comes into view. his clothing is tattered and is stained with blood. he's breathing heavily and has one hand on the wall to keep his balance while the other is pressed against his side where he seems to have been injured. someone or something had attacked him and it seemed that he was trying to get away.

the mute moves slowly down the hall and makes turns when the pathway splits off. it quickly becomes clear, however, the randomness of the turns and the more dead ends that Dextera stumbles across makes it clear that he has no idea where he's going but he still presses on, especially when the sound of metal being dragged across stone echoes not to far behind him. in fact, it cause him to run.

eventually Dextera finds a large room dotted with a few glowing tiles. he makes his way around them carefully since he knew what would happen if he touched one. blades would pop out of the walls and he didn't want that to happen again.

he finds one of the exits and wanders down the hallway that looks no different from any of the others that he's gone into before. it was like Dextera had been trapped in a maze with no way out with something hostile hunting him down.

Dextera presses on until he once again ends up at another dead end. he sighs, apparently tired of running into dead ends, and is about to turn around when there is that metal on stone sound and he turns around just in time for a monster's claw to rip right through his chest, killing Dextera on the spot.]


[the feed immeadilty cuts out after that, but slowly comes back on for one last memory.]

[you wouldn't be wrong if you said what you were looking at was still Nesreca. destroyed buildings littered the background of a baren wasteland and sand drifted along the ground. it was quite and very much dead, save for a howling noise in the distance. the only two notable things were the fact that the sky was blood red and that Dextera was lying on the ground. his eyes are open and he seems unharmed. he always came out of his deaths unharmed, no matter what was done to him.

footsteps echo in the distance and soon a man with white wings comes into view and stares down at the teen. when he speaks he sounds disinterested, as if he's already done this a number of times and was bored of it.]


"Death will not save you. How many times has it been now? There is meaning in death but it probably doesn't mean anything to you now. Still, you could call it a learning experience even if it's not a very pleasent one."

[Dextera doesn't respond to that - he can't after all - and instead gets to his feet. the other man seems happy with this, even if his expression doesn't change much.]

"Good. Now go and do your duty. Purify the Absolute God. It's the only way to heal your sin of destroying this world."

[the mute nods again and the man raises one hand but the feed starts to flicker like static on a T.V set until it becomes impossible to see what happens next.]


[the static eventually dies down enough to reveal that Dextera had been watching the memory play. without expressing anything on his face or typing anything - no questions this time, he knew the answer - Dextera picks up the PDA and gently turns it over so the video feed is blacked out by the floor. he knew what was coming next but for once the mute did not want a question answered.]
alma_karma: (huh?)

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[personal profile] alma_karma 2012-10-22 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Destroying the world? That's a pretty intense-sounding sin, but Alma doesn't really feel right asking questions about the memories showing up on the network. They're such private things.]

... Dextera, are you okay?
alma_karma: (bedhead)

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[personal profile] alma_karma 2012-10-23 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[He nods when the text comes in, offering the camera a smile.]

Wanna come draw with me later?
alma_karma: (good morning~)

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[personal profile] alma_karma 2012-10-24 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Drawing always makes things better.]

'Kay.
historyrabbit: (down φ But you will remember me)

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[personal profile] historyrabbit 2012-10-22 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[Lavi won't say much, it seemed as if Libitina was making a habit of showing memories this time. And often many didn't want such things shown. Instead Dextera will find a stuffed animal (of his choice) outside his door and a quiet knock announcing its presence.

It's better than nothing.]
chrysalis_ex: (『|』)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-23 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not going to ask anything that makes you uncomfortable, but--

But if you ever need to talk, I'm willing to listen.

chrysalis_ex: (『擔心』lingering thoughts)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-23 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ She is willing to wait as long as it takes. ]

Okay.

Do you want to talk about something else? Something to take your mind off of it?
chrysalis_ex: (『喔』guessing)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-23 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ And she is willing to do that. ]

Tell me things about yourself that you won't mind letting me know, then? [ Lenalee will try to ease his mind, a little, and if only for a short time. ]
chrysalis_ex: (『喔』;;)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-23 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing at all? Not even your own personality? [ Lost memories is something she can understand, though. She has none of most of her childhood except a few scenes. ]
chrysalis_ex: (『|』pensively)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-24 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
Nothing ever returned?

It must be hard. I wish it weren't like that.
[ Then, is guilt the only he remembers? ]
chrysalis_ex: (『|』wind-tossed)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-24 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Death and guilt, then? ]

It might have to take time.

Did...did good things happen here, at least?
chrysalis_ex: (Default)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-25 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Do you like this place better then? [ If things make sense, then it should be good. ]
chrysalis_ex: (『|』upside down)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-26 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ She did, but even so... ]

I want to be back as well. But I can't.
chrysalis_ex: (『|』moe)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-26 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
Well, this place seems to want to keep me here.

I do want to go back, but I have friends here, too.

...and back at home, a lot of them are missing, but they're here. Maybe I'm too selfish to let them go.
chrysalis_ex: (『|』close my eyes)

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[personal profile] chrysalis_ex 2012-10-27 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
I can't seem to let any of them go.
liltingly: don't take (『~』here I wait)

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[personal profile] liltingly 2012-11-02 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
I guess that's one way to think of it.
azrthmtrnznthos: (Default)

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[personal profile] azrthmtrnznthos 2012-10-23 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sending a text, because you probably want time to think. But I do want you to know something important.

You are NOT alone. Not at all. You have friends here, and people who care about you, and when you're ready, we'll "listen" and be there for you. You just have to text me, especially, and I'll come and sit with you and do what I can, even if it's just sit there in silence and camaraderie.

....seriously Dextera, I...understand. Better than I'd like to, and I will listen, and sit with you, and so on.

---Raven

[No telling how long she spent figuring out what to say, and how much she wanted to say.]
and_my_pickaxe: (In all they speak with eloquence)

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[personal profile] and_my_pickaxe 2012-10-24 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
[All of that was more than Lin could handle or understand. It all seemed to fly by in an incoherent mess to her. All she could gather is that it was such a horrible thing for a person to endure... And Dextera was one of the few people she liked here.

Bad shit happened, and it wasn't anyone's fault, no matter how it was spun. She's sure it must be that way with Dextera, as well. She offers to help the only way she knows how: a meal.]


I still have a bottle of wine left.

Do you want to have a drink with me?
and_my_pickaxe: (Default)

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[personal profile] and_my_pickaxe 2012-10-24 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh! Oh wow. She wasn't expecting that.]

Really? Come to my room in fifteen minutes, okay? It's 306.
and_my_pickaxe: (You know your 'right' from 'wrong')

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[personal profile] and_my_pickaxe 2012-10-24 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[She swings open the door like she's been waiting by it for him. She says teasingly:]

Hey! You're late! Haven't you ever heard of "don't keep a lady waiting?"

[At that she turns around, leaving the door open, an obvious invitation for him to enter. On the sad little table in her room is a sad little tablecloth with a bottle of wine, a loaf of bread she just heated up, a small serving of butter to share, and some slices of cheese. There is also a small handful of hard candies she hoarded from the train in a little basket.

Lin may have also quickly cleaned up her good coat. If she's going to drink wine with someone, she might as well feel pretty while doing it.]


Sit down, sit down.
onemistress: andromedafirethought; dw (candles · echoes of longing)

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[personal profile] onemistress 2012-10-25 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[She worried, and even though she's not inclined to talk about herself. She goes to his door anyway, knocking on it lightly. He might ignore her, he might be annoyed at her fussing. But she has to check. She's much too fond of all of them.]
onemistress: andromedafirethought; dw (candles · echoes of longing)

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[personal profile] onemistress 2012-10-26 12:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[She looked him up and down with a critical eye. Trying to see if she could find even a hint of the death's he'd died. Like he'd start bleeding on her. It had hurt in the oddest way, watching that.

Then she sighed. Of course not. Of course it wouldn't show. He was living and breathing. Carefully, she put a hand to his hair and ran it down before bracing it on his shoulder.
]

You're a little fool, do you know that? You're going to make my heart stop from worry one day. You'll do something, and it'll just freeze up.
Edited 2012-10-26 12:28 (UTC)
onemistress: andromedafirethought; dw (ruler · just an empty place)

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[personal profile] onemistress 2012-11-03 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
[She understands it all now. Or at least most of it. His questions and confusion and that stubborn way of trial and error he went through. Why he put himself through such pain. It wasn't as awful as dying over and over again.]

Silly one... What have they done to you?

[Elizabeth stared at him longer, then sighed.] Do you know what a hug is Dextera?